...Possibly Not so Much.
Though I still have little to no artistic ability anymore, Yes it died a long time ago and has shown nil signs of returning. I think after years you cant call it an artists block any more. I had to delete most of the 4000 + Deviations, Comments, Journals I had here, so if someone has done or said something in the past 18 months or so you wanted me to see and I haven't commented or faved then please let me know.
I have unstored some of my art, if only to remind myself what I could do once upon a time, and only ones I am moderatly proud of or ones I did for others that I shoudlnt have taken away and for that Im sorry. It is an unfortunate and frustrating thing to still have ideas and inspiration but no way to get them out of the playground that is my head and when there are years worth of pent up ideas... its very hard to not forget any just incase the "application" ability comes back.
Other things, some of you might know I've been pretty sick with Grave's Disease for 5+ years now, it got really bad in recent months, medication couldn't control it any longer so at the moment Im recovering from being in hospital and just having the darn thyroid yanked out. Now we will see if different meds will give me some feeling of normality in my life.
I quit my job before going to hospital, since I wasnt going to be able to work anyway and I have no desire to go back to it. Just at one of those "Now what do I do?" crossroads that we all come to at somestage. Personally I got sick of putting up with so much crap from the public (I worked for the phone company, or Telstra to you long suffering Aussies.) and how it affected me (making Me short tempered and annoyed and treating other people as customers had treated me...) Which I was not Impressed about becoming. So Im glad to be rid of that influence hopefully not before the damage to my nature can be reversed, I dont want to be like those people who made my life so miserable.
I do how ever thank those kind people who dispite how they had been treated, did not treat me the same and allowed me to do my best to make them happy again.
I dont think I really have much more I need to say for now, or any time again soon unless something dramatic changes, I have been slowly going through people I have watched/friended and am removing/adding some.. please dont be offended... My tastes In art have changed over the years and some of which I just dont feel the need to look at anymore, and others Im now more attracted to. Friends of course are an entirely different matter... Your always gonna be special to me.
Tut tah for Now.
P.S - Ill put a semi recent Dev ID Up as well.. oh Yay For us All.